Monday, May 24, 2010

Dealing with Birthday Depression and Birthday Sadness: An Update


Do you get depressed or sad on your birthday? Almost a year ago I wrote a blog entry on birthday depression. This entry has easily had the most hits and comments of all of my posts, suggesting that birthday depression is a huge issue for many and one that is rarely acknowledged.

If you’ve found this blog by googling ‘birthday’ or ‘pre-birthday depression’, please read this earlier entry first. It’s about feelings of depression that can emerge both before a birthday and on the actual day. These feelings can be powerful and debilitating.

Those commenting on the entry were wonderfully honest about their experiences and helped me clarify some of my thoughts about this issue. A year later, I felt compelled to write an update to expand on my ideas about this feeling and describe the emotional landscape on my birthday a year after writing the first entry. Thanks to all the commenters – the brief summing up below has benefited from your shared experiences.

Why do I feel sad on my birthday?

There are many things going on when a birthday comes round:
  • The work and stress involved in planning a celebration
  •  the desire to have a good day
  • the need to feel significant and to be acknowledged by loved ones
  • grief at dreams that haven’t come true
  • childhood memories of happy or unhappy birthdays (not necessarily conscious)
  • general dissatisfaction with life
  • for those who have children, the desire to model happiness on the day.
But there is often a huge gulf between the expectations of feeling good and the circumstances of the birthday itself. You may also find yourself dealing with underlying feelings of grief and  low self-esteem.

As if that's not enough, many of us  feel compelled to berate ourselves for feeling bad. After all, this is our special day and we should be enjoying it - shouldn't we?

No wonder, then, that it's hard to get a handle on what birthday depression actually consists of. It can feel mysterious and inaccessible, as if a well of grief were closed up somewhere in the psyche that can't be experienced directly.

Some suggestions

Because depression is a catch-all term that can mean different things, I’m reluctant to give advice about it. The positive feedback I’ve had about the last entry was because it didn’t try to help people avoid the depression, but just described the feeling from my perspective. So I’ve decided instead to simply include some suggestions for coping. Please bear in the mind that not all of the following may apply to you – as the 12-steppers say, take what you like and leave the rest.

  • Don’t fight birthday and pre-birthday depression. Expect it, treat yourself gently when it comes, and be aware that it does pass.
  • Keep bringing yourself back to the present. Be aware of your body in space, your breathing and the things around you. If you feel like crying, do.
  • Plan some treats for yourself - buy yourself little presents and give yourself favourite experiences.
  • If you’re planning celebrations and you’re feeling very down, try to make them on a scale that you feel comfortable with. You can always see friends separately rather than together, and spread birthday meetings over a few days or a week.
  • If you're feeling really anti-social, don't feel you have to spend the day with others. If you do spend time alone, do something you enjoy or treat yourself in some way.
  • Know that grieving and sadness have their own timetable, and can’t be rushed.
  • If you are feeling significant distress, share it with someone else who you can count on to be understanding, or get help.
  • Notice any small ‘gifts’ that come your way from the world. This doesn’t mean being endlessly positive or trying to make yourself feel grateful. But through the sadness it may be possible to see the bits of the birthday that are good, even if these are small or unexpected. (Sometimes the sadness can make these things stand out more.)
My experiences of birthday depression a year later

I didn’t really get full-on birthday depression this year, which was surprising because I fully expected to. Instead I got angry in the week before my birthday, while on the day before, and the day itself, I could feel a low-level negativity and annoyance, like a bad taste in my mouth that wouldn’t go away.

Depression is a catch-all word for a huge range of emotions and conditions. I’m not sure why I didn’t get significantly depressed, but I’m wondering whether the depression that swamped me last year, and to a lesser extent in previous years, was really a kind of grief. Perhaps I have been grieving for a lost life and now the grieving, while strictly it won’t ever end completely, is at a much lower level.

The anger before my birthday expressed my continuing dissatisfaction with my life today. This tends to wax and wane, but while the energy of anger can be freeing, it did get a bit self-destructive and over-the-top before it simmered down.

I did notice a couple of things about my birthday this year that clearly contributed to the negative feelings. I’ll detail them below, but I suspect that the nature of birthday depression is that it’s very individual, focusing on whatever circumstances are present for the sufferer.

Why I felt down this year – the main suspects

One thing I noticed is how much time it takes to organise a birthday. (And this is someone who doesn’t have to organise a huge party or any large gathering, and has flexible working hours!) I do have to buy my main present (from my parents) and arrange family get-togethers, but this year at least there were virtually no food or cleaning preparations. Yet the birthday still took significant time and energy to plan. I think this is one reason for the negative feelings: my birthday sucks up time and energy when I'd rather be ignoring it altogether.

This in turn brings up feelings of doubt and anxiety about whether I'm deserving of this kind of time and attention, and whether other family members believe that I am.

And this question relates to something else I noticed about this year's birthday – that family members stuck to their usual roles rather than trying to be nice.

Too often in the past I’ve used this blog as a flogging post for unsuspecting family members so I won’t do that here (well, perhaps only a tiny bit). Although I’d deliberately lowered my expectations this year, I still hoped that a couple of ‘recalcitrant’ family members in particular would make a ‘special effort’. Instead, the usual sabotaging non-verbal messages prevailed. And while I wasn’t exactly depressed about this, it fed the sense that I wouldn’t be sad when the birthday was over.

And of course there was the age thing – turning 47.  It’s not so much about looking older, although I’ve feared that in the past, and no doubt will again – it’s about the knowledge that although I haven’t lived much of my life, or barely begun to realise my potential, mother nature and the ageing process are not going to make an exception for me.

The ‘end’ is drawing closer, inexorably – the numbers don’t lie. And yet I’m just beginning to understand the nature of the health issues, mental and physical, that are holding me back. Plus, even though my understanding is growing, these factors are still significantly restricting my life. What I’m getting at is that age itself is a ‘health issue’, and I fear that I’ll never sort the other issues out before age takes over everything!

Anyway, my birthday is over for another year and there is a huge sense of relief in returning to ‘normality’, or my version of it, once more. (Plus, I did get some wonderful cards and gifts that will result in a low-level spending spree at an anonymous but obscenely large shopping mall in a south-eastern suburb of Melbourne.) I wish everyone well who is going through this.

Please note: birthday depression is another term for birthday sadness. If you are having suicidal thoughts or think you may have clinical depression, please speak to your doctor or a family member, or ring one of the numbers listed here. Please reach out and seek help if you need to.

Would you like to share your story of birthday depression? Head over to the Birthday Depression website and share your story with others experiencing the same thing.

If you'd like to know more about birthday depression, I've written an ebook about it, also available through the website.

For a short time if you share your story I'll send you a mobi file of the book for free. 

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  3. Hi Gaye,

    Thanks for your kind words. I've missed writing my blog lately. It's been a busy time with a few things happening that I'm looking forward to writing about, but I don't have a 'blog voice' for them yet. It's annoying, because I want the blog to be an outlet - but I can see a rush of entries sometime soon!

    Cheers
    Catherine

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  4. Hello, I am glad that I am not so alone on my birthday today. Today is my birthday! and I am sad. Do not understand why this day is so emotional as I am getting older. At 51, and the youngest of 9 siblings, no one even call. I have no husband nor kids, and I felt my life was useless. There is no meaning.

    Today, I can only pray for my mother and father, I lit a candle and said a prayer for them- and ask them to watch over me. I am quiet today, took the phone off the hook, because leaving it on - will be more sad to know - no one call me nor send me a card - they used to but stop.

    It is a sad day,but I hope to get thru it. It is only 8:11 Am.

    God bless.
    Meela.

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  5. Thanks Catherine- reading your stories made me feel that I am not alone.

    Thanks.
    meela

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  6. Hi Meela,

    thanks for writing. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. From my experience feeling lonely on your birthday is harder than on other days - it seems to be a time of taking stock, whether we like it or not.

    Like you, the power of the emotions I sometimes feel on my birthday is unexpected sometimes. It can be hard to understand why the feelings are so strong.

    Hope you can connect with your family on another day, and that you got through it okay.

    All the best

    Catherine

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  7. Your writing is extremely compelling and I have to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this post. Although very late...sending you love for your birthday. Hope this isn't weird since I am a complete random stranger. It's just that I felt like crying on my birthday early dinner today. Felt detatched from my body as the 'celebration' went on....felt like bursting into tears and totally insignificant....didn't feel special in anyway and everyone treated it just like any other dinner which hurt. the younger members of the family even showed boredom and indicated they couldn't wait to leave. I just felt heart broken because I guess my expectation were too high. I would do anything for them...but it feels like I mean nothing to them. I felt like if I disappeared no one would notice. I especially felt the absence of my dad and my cousin who have passed away. I just wanted them to show they really cared and with those high expectations I was disappointed. being unemployed and turning a milestone age of 40 made it worse.

    about to turn 4o year old woman

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  8. Hi Anonymous,

    Thanks for commenting. Sorry to hear about your experience. It's heartbreaking when rellies turn up to a celebration but treat us badly - I've sometimes thought in the past it might be better if they didn't turn up at all!

    When the family act in this way, for me it brings up feelings of unworthiness that stem from past experiences within the family - it's a bit of a double whammy, having to cope with the behaviour on the day, as well as the deeper feelings that are revived by that behaviour.

    Sincerely hope you are able to get some perspective on the experience and make whatever decisions are right for you re dealing with the family at this time!

    Cheers
    Catherine

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  9. My birthday is 5 days from now, and I really feel like crying for minimum reasons. As I am at work, I can´t really break myself into tears. On the other hand, the simple fact of writting this down is helping me. When I give it a little thinking I guess the main reason why I always get upset in my birhtday is because of girl friends. At least in Brazil, man have a very strong comitment to other male friends, and women don´t. You expect them to go and some just don´t show up, others give a bad excuse and other go but don´t really give you the attention you are expecting. Well, I think my pre birthday depression would get much better if I found new and better girlfriends...

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  10. Dysthmia is the clinical word to describe the feeling.
    Depression is a more lasting,more deeper state of suffering and not as easy to get out of...
    We need to embrace life and the connectivity to people and things we love.
    These things are truly Devine gifts to experience and share.

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  11. I'm turning 32 next week, and like every year, I'm depressed. Growing up, birthdays were usually small events with just the family, so I never really expected parties or big celebrations.

    On my 18th birthday I had a huge fight with my best friend which ended our friendship. Since then, I've had this feeling of dread that something bad will happen as the day approaches each year. I too, think about what I thought I would be like by now and am not...what I thought I would have accomplished and haven't. The past 3 years I've refused to do anything to celebrate because I thought I might cry through it. This year I was going to do something but I waited too long to make plans and now my friends are all busy. My Dad passed away a few months ago and going to see my mom is depressing, so I will be alone. I can't wait for next week to be over.

    Thank you for posting this. It's really helpful to know I'm not the only one who cries on their birthday...and feels guilty about it...

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  12. Hi Anonymous,

    thanks for your post - it sounds like many things have combined to make your birthday a challenging time. Hope you get through it okay in a way that's right for you.

    Cheers
    Catherine

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  13. Interesting to see that so many people suffer from the birthday blues...I'm sorry for it really, but at least I have some company!

    Birthdays remind me of my birth mother who gave me away like an unwanted, stray dog, my birth father who was clueless, my adoptive father who was stone cold, my adoptive mother who couldn't accept me for the person I am. My "terrific" friends and relatives who can't be bothered to send even a Facebook "hello and happy birthday" even though I remember their birthdays. My "friend" at who's house I got up early today to go to and spent 5 hours working on her floor ON MY BIRTHDAY. It reminds me of old boyfriends to whom the acknowledgement of birthdays was an unimportant social affectation in which they didn't take part. Other people's birthdays, that is.

    Think I need to get some different friends.

    Well, the one good thing is that the day's almost over. Thanks for providing a place for me to vent.

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    1. For your bday get yourself better friends!

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  14. It's my birthday today.. I am the eldest of 4 and none of my siblings acknowledge my birthday. Which I always make a big deal about there's. I hate the getting older thing mostly from the age I was 18 I wanted to be older and looked it so told everyone I was 26 this lasted for 10years until I was 30.. I haven't been happy about it since. I think I'm most annoyed I never ever get a present that I actually like which is frustrating as I don't think I am hard to buy for... Anyway sorry to hear so many people do it tough on b day... Happy b day anyway. ... For me I'm going to just work and ignore all calls ..I'm a b day Scrooge lol

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  15. hi.. i never knew many suffers from depression on their birthday. Glad to know i'm not alone. My birthday is tomorrow and life's a little shitty right now. i wish things were different and simple.

    hope i could make it through tomorrow without crying.

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  16. Thanks for checking in - hope it goes okay.

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  18. I too have goggled "birthday depsression" as today is my birthday. I have been grumpy the last few days and crying today. I feel so low, so useless and feel unworthy of any attention. Although I don't wish this on anyone, I'm glad I'm not alone. I turned 43 today. My daughter was 13 a week ago. Naturally a made a big fuss about her special day with several parties and family gatherings, cakes, sleepover, presents etc. Today I tried to stop my FACEBOOK announcing my birthday, but I couldn't. I hate it when all my online "friends" who I never have any contact with are suddenly wishing me a happy birthday on facebook- I'm sure they feel obliged to do it. My daughter forgot it was my birthday, but later remembered and sang happy birthday. I deliberately didn't answer the phone when I knew it was family calling. "Happy birthday, catch up soon"- meaning, we are just saying happy birthday cos we have to but have no intention to actually do anything for you. I feel so useless and alone, Like I don't deserve a fuss, yet I also feel upset that no-one makes a fuss. My parents did get me a cool present- and even though I loved it- I feel like I didn't deserve it. I lost the plot tonight and growled up my 13 year old for being a selfish kid for not even making me a card or buying me a $2 present. I now feel terrible that I had said the horrible things I did. She's only 13! It's so weird, I want a big birthday fuss- but don't feel deserving of it. It's like I can't be pleased either way. I feel like a failure, I feel pain and loss - particually today wheb I realise I'm getting older and still single, still struglling, still broke, still don't have the friends I want- yet I'm sure outwardly people look up to me and think I'm great- which makes me more depressed- cos if only they could see how pathetic I really am! But, I will keep reading and looking for help on here. Just good to know I'm not toally nutty and crazy and that others are going through this to.
    Happy Birthday and BIG hugs to all who come across this. I hope it helps knowing that we all feel the same.

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    1. I understand and I feel for you. I also want to be simultaneously celebrated and ignored. Lowering my expectations for the day doesn't seem to help either. Underlying theme of disappointment. Stay strong.

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    2. I can totally relate to your post. You sound like a very giving person...you took the time to make your daughter's bday special for her...I don't say too much when my daughter calls last minute or her dad has to remind her and she's an adult. I'd just assume skip the day and go right to the day after so I don't have to deal with my bday blues. I'm glad to know I'm not alone, and this makes me feel better. I'll try to be good to myself tomorrow and just breath...Happy Birthday to Me! :)

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    3. Oh man, if this isn't so accurate it hurts. I too feel like I want a big bday fuss, and like I don't deserve it at all. I'm an only child used to being showered with love and attention on my birthday, but after a few disastrous parties, and underwhelming experiences in NYC, I'm sad about my birthday, coming for me and I've accomplished nothing and as such don't deserve the what as been sort of impressed upon me as the basic right of birthday "special - ness" ..... hate that you feel that way but glad I'm not alone

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  19. Thanks for writing. Birthdays are a pain - lucky they're only once a year :-)

    One suggestion - take things into your own hands - treat yourself, plan something that you love, show yourself that you deserve a great birthday! Just an idea.

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  20. hi. its my birthday today. i feel so depressed. I should never expect. never ever.

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  21. Thanks for commenting. Hope the depression passes soon - please speak to someone if it doesn't.

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  22. Thanks for writing this. I have always hated my birthday. My dad always worked, or was away at a medical convention, and my brothers and sisters were "always busy". I have spent the majority of most of my birthdays alone. Last year my dad had a massive cardiac arrest- on- my 50th birthday. He was placed on life support and lasted 10 months after. We cared for him at home. I always had birthday depression before this, and this year, its even harder. I decided to celebrate my birthday on a different day. I'm just one of those people who always had something crappy happen on theier birthday. Heck, on the day I was born, my mom was in a car accident- I guess that set the precedent... Anyway, I'm the one who makes time for everyone, but it's never reciprocated. This year I'm making my own plans and if no one shows up, oh well. At any rate, I'm glad that birthday depression is normal. I have no children no husband. So, all I can do is make it special for me and do whatever I want. For a change!

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  23. Thanks for sharing this. Hope you get to do exactly what you want on the day - it's your birthday after all, so you should at least get to do it your way!

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  24. I didn't really think that this was that common, but it seems a lot of people get depressed on their birthday. Today I'm 52 and I'm definitely feeling blue. It seems as long as I can remember I've always tried to downplay this occasion, the question I can't get is why. I really don't mind getting older, I don't mind attention, I'm fond of receiving gifts, but for some reason always get bummed on my birthday. This year it's a lot worse for a couple of reasons, 1. my Dad passed a couple of months ago which really sucks and 1. my marriage isn't doing so well right now. I am usually the one who's 'strong' for everyone else so maybe my birthday just spawns my own person pity party...that's about the only reason I can think of.

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  25. Thanks for commenting - hope you feel better soon.

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  26. Hi - I, too, found this by Googling birthday depression. I have always had birthday blues as an adult. When I was a kid, my mom went all out. She would always throw a party with our friends, make a cake, there'd be presents and lots of hoopla about "your birthday!"

    When I started dating my now-husband, my birthday depression went into higher gear. One, I was getting older (my 30th birthday was really hard) and two, he's weird when it comes to presents/birthdays. He is a great guy in a lot of ways and I really love him. But he can also be self-centered and aloof ... he often doesn't want to come out of his own little world to plan things/do things for others. He will sometimes try hard but miss the mark and he will sometimes put off even thinking about the occasion until the day (not just with me, but with things like Mother's Day for his mom) and will just send an e-card at the last minute, out of obligation it seems.

    I turned 40 a few days ago, and it sucked. On the morning of my B-day, he sent me a lame free e-card with a note saying I could have an afternoon at a spa on him (meaning he would pay out of his own money, which we each have a little bit of each month). I would have been happy had be bought or sent me an actual gift certificate to a good spa, but one of my biggest pet peeves is "promised presents" that it then falls on the gift receiver to follow through on (because I doubt my hubby would). I have seen him do this with his relatives - wait until the last minute, panic, grab a card and jot a note of a promise of a present that he never follows through on.

    I read something online where someone had said her birthday depression was tied up in realizing how few truly close people she has in her life and how little those people truly "get" her, demonstrated by getting a gift or doing something that really hits the mark.

    To make matters worse, my 40th went downhill after the "present" with him apologizing and asking how he could "make it up to me" but not making any other gesture the whole day. I had planned a day trip to the beach and, on the way, we did an errand, which involved him buying something really expensive he wanted for himself (logistically, it just made sense for us to do that errand on my b-day even though he felt weird about it). I was sad all day and we ended up getting into a fight about his expensive purchase. He never did do any gesture like buying flowers or getting a dessert for me or anything the rest of the day.

    We did have a nice dinner by the beach, but then he got drunk and revealed something he had done (and lied to me about) that could have jeopardized his job. It made me so upset I almost wanted to split, which we have been talking about on and off for a few years, but we are in therapy and both want to stay together.

    It was the most horrible birthday I've ever had. I'm hoping something good will come of it as he is planning to get sober when he returns from his trip. I am still having trouble dealing with how crappy this birthday was. I feel like my life is in a shambles. I don't want much - just my husband's love and for him to understand my birthday depression, do a few low-key, thoughtful things that show he cares, cherishes me and "gets" me.

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  27. Hi Bluey,

    Thanks for commenting. Sorry to hear that your birthday sucked! So often the birthday can be a flashpoint for whatever else isn't working in our lives. Hope you can work these issues out with your husband.

    All the best

    Catherine

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  28. Its my birthday today and I have been sad since last night. And for people who live in africa, people don't really understand depressions. Decided to google to see if anyone else gets depressed on their birthdays. And I found this thread. Its been helpful. Atleast I realised am not alone.

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  29. Hi there,

    So glad you found the thread helpful - you are certainly not alone when it comes to birthday depression - hope it passes soon :)

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  30. My husband suffers deeply from birthday depression.....I have read all these blogs and I am shocked at how many people suffer from this! I believe in God and I know he can take away all these bad feelings, if we all will surrender them to him.....He has changed my life and I know He can change yours too! I pray for my husband and I want to send a prayer of love, hope, restoration, renewal, and revivement for each of your lives. I have faith that He can fill your hearts with true joy and will place the right people across your paths to help make a difference in your lives. Choose your hearts' desire, and then work to fulfill it. Do not give up!

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  31. I came to this site having typed birthday depression into google and honestly, I don't feel like any of the above apply to me. Every year, party, no party, celebrated, not celebrated, the entire day, I just feel sad and I honestly can't identify a cause. I'm sorry for the commenters whose lives aren't going as they hoped or aren't getting the attention they need. I just wonder how alone I am in just feeling sad for no apparent reason on this one day in particular.

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  32. Thanks for commenting. It's good to get different perspectives. Hopefully others can add comments about this.

    Perhaps I should also add something to the original blog entry as I've thought more about birthday depression since setting up the website. I think there is a 'garden variety' form of birthday depression that some people experience. Perhaps it's connected to all the mixed emotions of past birthdays as well as the fact that birthdays are very important in our society, but they don't always give us the chance to acknowledge changes taking place in our lives. There's a book that I found very helpful on this subject, Transitions: Making Sense of Life's Changes by William Bridges.

    I'm not sure if this applies to you - everyone's different - or that you need to do anything about this. Just acknowledging how you feel (as you're already doing) and giving yourself some space in the birthday to feel it is more than many people manage.

    All the best.

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  33. Tomorrow is my 33 bday and here I am, just sad and crying. And I just don't know why. My life isn't perfect but I don't think I am sad for any particular reason. It's something that just happens.
    I remember when I was a girl I was always excited for my bday, party or no party I was just happy. But as an adult I get the blues just before my birthday.
    The only thing that made me smile today is to know that I am not alone.
    Thanks for sharing your stories. I will cry a little bit more and will go to bed hoping to wake up tomorrow in a better mood to deal with my emotions.
    Happy birthday to me!.......not! :)

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  34. Thanks for sharing this, Anonymous. Hope the sadness passes soon - but you're right, you're certainly not alone : )

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  35. Tomorrow is my birthday, but I feel people are just disrespecting me. This morning I was tired of it, but instead of a conclusion my mom yelled at me instead. I don't know what say about, but that's the story :(

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  36. My birthday is on the 23rd of May and I will be turning 61 and for as long as I can remember when May rolls around I get into such a great depression that I'm not afraid to say that I get very emotional up to and including the day and I can't wait for 12:01 on May 24th because my birthday is over actually if I could I would go to bed on the 22nd and not wake up until the day after my birthday I think that might be a good choice thanks for listening

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  37. Today's my 18th birthday and I just woke up wanting things to be great but soon realized I have no friends and my family were too busy to hang out with me..I have "happy birthday!!!" comments on Facebook but it just doesn't help..I made my own cake my own birthday dinner and now I just want the day to end..

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  38. Thanks to the last two commenters - and sorry that you're feeling bad. Sometimes just giving yourself permission to feel sad is a help - hope the feelings pass. If not, please reach out and get help.

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  39. Birthday depression and just want to be alone. Get screamed at and told I'm rude. Unfortunately, it's forced on me. I guess everyone thinks it's their day.

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    1. Am sorry bout that ... happened to me too today .. they were planning a party and I refused it ! So everyone is angry at me ! Weird ,, this is my bday not theirs .. constant crying tho

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  40. If you are feeling sad on your birthday and are alone, go find a homeless shelter and serve breakfast or lunch.. When one of the hungry, down and out pass by and say thank you take a moment and thank yourself.. Just by being you.. By being born, by being there helping someone else you have validated that you are special.. You are important.. While I to have always been sad on my "special" day, I have found that I enjoy giving of myself more on that day...

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  41. I am usually quieter on my birthday but when it's someone near to me or my child , I am crying all the time, while I make the cake while I blow up balloons.....I just don't get it

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  42. Wow! I thought I was the only one who experiences this most every birthday since childhood! Yesterday was my birthday and I cried , yelled at God. I screamed and asked for answers! I'm sick of this stupid sadness on my birthday. Growing up birthdays were never a big deal. I was lucky when I got birthday cake. One year I was given a used bike. My family was working class poor. This is a great day now that my birthday is over!

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  43. Hello, tomorrow is my birthday and I was keen to read something decent about birthday sadness. I couldn't find anything in my language (I write from Brazil) but I'm thankful I found your blog. Being aware this happens to many people helps in a way. I feel very embarrassed when I am the centre of attentions. If no one remembers, it's even worse. I suppose I should do a lot more thinking until I find the reasons for that. This year I decided to celebrate. Yes, I couldn't resist the pressure and will go out with a bunch of friends. But I am celebrating today, the day before. By midnight I should be drunk. Let's see how this helps. Good luck to everyone out there.

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  44. I turned 27 Today, mother of three boys, single mom at that! I just feel with every birthday that comes it just gets worse! I'm scared of getting older, I'm scared of being alone being a single mom for the rest of my life.I see a lot of people that have friends and family around for there birthday, but I do not..its crazy
    I guess how you can do so much for so many people, but most of the time a lot of us are left with a different outcome..I should be thankful for having three beautiful boys that are healthy and alive.. What better present is there?? Maybe my expectations for my birthday are too high..but a call would've been nice..

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  45. Today is that day and for many years I ceased to celebrate because my parents had died and it was only really of importance to them. To me it's always been something that's been overlooked by friends and colleagues so I've learned not to have them so I don't feel upset when I'm forgotten.

    Now I've remarried and my husband insisted on celebrating, so he told his mother and sister ( sister sent flowers, mother sent a card which I mistakenly and very embarrassingly thought contained a gift voucher - not so nothing - flowers nice but I don't want to seem ungrateful...).

    I've done quite a bit on behalf of my mother in law so felt a bit snubbed and misled by the card as it was one from a voucher, hence embarassment. Didn't receive anything from her for Christmas this last year either. I'm OK to fix her blasted computers and give her an iPad, and be on call to solve various problems.

    Preferred it when I wasn't dragged into celebrating birthdays and when people simply forgot instead of raising up expectation and making me feel a fool.

    Don't feel like I want to go out this evening with my husband. Please don't wish me a happy birthday - I think that as soon as you've hit 21 that's it no more.

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    1. I am Feb 6th as well. I hope you find happiness, or find resolution. Maybe revolution? WTF?....whatever will pull us up from this shitstorm. My best to you!

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    2. I just had one of the worse birthdays of my life so while I'm not happy that a lot of people suffer from birthday depression, its certainly nice to know I'm not alone. I just wish people would forget about it and not raise my expectations.

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  46. Just celebrated my 54th birthday 4 days ago. I got my hair done and went to visit my daughter and my 4 week old first grandchild. My oldest daughter came after her workday and brought me flowers, chocolate and Starbucks Green Tea (and many hugs and kisses). The day was good, but I am spiraling into a very dark time since then. I visualize my self cutting my throat, or my wrists...I find myself taking inventory of the prescription drugs in my home and wondering if it would be enough to kill me. I have not looked at myself in the mirror for months. I have so much to live for, but I consider I am just a cancer to the people I love. I can honestly say I hate myself, for no good reason. I don't know what will help....I am sick and should be uplifted by the wonderful things in life, but I am not. I am too cowardly to take my life, but the daydreams of the image of me bleeding out will not leave me.

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  47. Thanks for all the recent comments. Anonymous of Feb 10, I 'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. This sounds as if could be something more than just birthday sadness. Can I suggest that you reach out to a friend, family member or GP -- someone who you can trust to listen and not judge? These feelings can be very powerful and sometimes it is good to have an objective opinion. You could also ring a support line, they are very non-judgemental and deal often with these kinds of feelings. The US line is 1800 273 8255. They are trained and you only need to share what you are comfortable with.

    All the best and keep in touch.

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  48. Ok, I'm 58 and this B-Day is really depressing me. I know life is hard, and I've made some dumb decisions (life should come with a manual), and I know I'm fit, fabulous, and funny, but my expectations don't match my reality. Time is running out,

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  50. Indeed, I also googled ¨birthday depression¨ and I read your post, to find out there are also people who don't feel that happy on their b-days. In 5 days is my birthday and I fear depression, as last year I suffered a nervous breakdown on my b.day. I don't know how to prevent it this year. You see, I have no real friends, I grew apart from my friends from high school and ever since then I haven't been able to nourish a true friendship , people are very self-centered, everyone minding their own business, so my b-day is an awful reminder that no one really cares about me, or the people I greet enthusiastically on their b-days don't reciprocate. My relatives don't care about me either, they call me every once in a while, and I lost my mum three years ago, she was the only one who really cared about giving me a nice present or some kind of celebration. Then my boyfriend hasn't never understood why to me my birthday is important, I wish he surprised me with an unexpected gift or gesture, but I know he never will, as he is very pragmatic, so maybe he will take me to a mall to buy me something later on, but deep in my heart I am wishing to something more magical. I am a very cheerful person and I would like to have a nice party with many people attending, and dancing, and nice b-day cake and gifts, and a lot of fb posts, but I know I won't be having any of that, as I am quite alone, except for a few people who will phone me.
    Last year, the thing that me break down was the fact that some people whom I was expecting to greet me on fb didn't, and also there was a power cut at home so I had planned to go out with my boyfriend and he didn't want to because he said there was fresh food on the fridge and he didn't want to leave the houe with the fridge not working, so that type of silly domestic argument made me collapse, as I wanted a very special day which didn't take place. So this year I am planning to hide my birthday date from my fb profile, so that I prevent collateral damage. What if the people I am expecting to send me a msg dont' ever write?? But at the same time, what if they do greet me and make me happy? So I am not sure how to go about this. I think that it is best to minimise the risk of being hurt. I think there are some mischievous people who profit from this type of day to hurt you. Well, I don't know why I am writing all this, I guess I need to vent this out. If I had enough money I would go on a mini-trip to the beach with my partner, but I don't have money, I don't have a job, which adds to the overall feeling of frustration.

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  51. I get sad on my birthday because my family doesn't put in any effort to get me anything and I don't have friends who are close enough to celebrate with. Birthdays leave me feeling unimportant and like people don't care about me.

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  56. Tomorrow is my 16th birthday and my two best friends just called me and said that they haven't prepared or decided anything for the day and that they are just two of them so what two people could prepare anything. Basically they tried to say that i don't have much friends excluding them. And that thing just hurt me i don't know why , but when i started counting my friends i got better results and i was like yeah i do have friends but then i realized that they just didn't want to do anything special . that's okay!

    I just wanted to say that , on anyone's birthday if you could just give them a box of chocolates or a flower or just enough love, that thing , would be much better than anything else , just the love . That wouldn't cost much.

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  57. Another year older, crying and otherwise feeling awful on my birthday. I'm not doing anything this year - I'm ok with that - so why do I feel such guilt (and other emotions) when my family calls me up and seems disappointed that I'm just hanging out on my "special day", or wonders why I'm not going out to dinner, and "just wants me to be happy". I didn't always feel this way on my birthday. I can remember that once these days excited me, then I felt apathetic about them, and now I dread them. I've always struggled with underlying depression but feel like I've got that managed - something about birthdays though just makes me feel my worst though.

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  59. Hi today's my birthday and i just recently found out about birthday sadness...im relived im not the only one who feels the same way....and thanls alot for the tips in coping they definitely helped

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    1. Agree completely....I'm glad we are not alone.

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  64. My birthday is in 2 days. I have started to feel bad, and I come across your blog. I have never encounter someone who experiences this. So finding you and the other commenters is a relieve. Thank you. I prefer to stay in, if I talk to someone or go out I end up being questioned or pointed out as drama queen. So, yeah if you stay in avoid social networks that only triggers the sadness. If you don't enjoy birthday calls, shut down your phone and do something fun, cooking, reading, watching tv.

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  68. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the other ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, lotto, his email is DRAISEDIONSPELLCASTER@OUTLOOK.COM you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem like wining lottery.

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  70. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the other ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, lotto, his email is DRAISEDIONSPELLCASTER@OUTLOOK.COM you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem like wining lottery.

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  71. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the other ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, lotto, his email is DRAISEDIONSPELLCASTER@OUTLOOK.COM you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem like wining lottery.

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  72. was so lucky to meet this spell caster
    My name is miss deborah collins from houston,texas.i never believed in love spells or magic untill i met this spell caster once when i went to africa in june last year on a business summit i ment a man called dr koko is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love s gone misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job i m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 2 year i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try and in 6 days when i returned to texas my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married i didn’t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help email address dr kokotemple@gmail com

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  73. Me and my boyfriend were seriously in love for six years and we were planning to get married but one day he came to my house and told me he was no longer interested in our relationship simply because he was dating another rich lady who promise to buy him a car and to sponsor their wedding. And i suffer heartbreak for seven months and i was not tired of loving him.so i take a bold step by contacting a spell caster who help me bring my ex boyfriend back. he is powerful and great his contact is doctor doctormoontemple778@gmail.com you can also contact him for help

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  74. I and my boyfriend were meant to be forever but he met another girl at his work place. She did everything to break us apart B'cos she was younger and attractive, and finally my boyfriend moved in with her. I tried few cheap spells but to no avail then I ordered the most powerful love spell from (bobenewton1@yahoo.com) and I don't regret it! i and my boyfriend are back together and happier than ever. if you are heart broken and you want your lover back contact this spell caster Bobe Newton, he is A top spell caster of the season, he has such a perfect view on love spells that I believe he can solve any case given to him. I recommend his love spell to couples in need of help. Use his services, call him (+447937457105) and you will have your lover back.

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  75. My name is Tania Camara I am from United States, I was I a relationship with Ben and we loved and cherished ourselves for 3 good years and every thing was going on smoothly but February 14, 2014 a day I can call a lovers day we both had misunderstanding because I answered a call from a friend that is asking me out for a date but I refused, and he told me that the relationship is over and that he is fed up with me and I begged him because I love him so much but he refused me I was so down cast and I felt the world has come to an end for me but my friend told me about a spell caster that helped her sister out in getting her relationship back, a good job and favor in any of her endeavor but at first I was scared but I have to give this man a trial because I love Ben very much and I am not willing to loose him to any woman, so I ordered returning my love spell from this great spell caster that made me a happy woman again to say it all my ex came back to me with much love and a caring heart...i am testifying to this great spell caster Dr Iyaryi spell caster. if you need his help you can contact him on driayaryi2012@hotmail.com

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  76. My name is Tania Camara I am from United States, I was I a relationship with Ben and we loved and cherished ourselves for 3 good years and every thing was going on smoothly but February 14, 2015 a day I can call a lovers day we both had misunderstanding because I answered a call from a friend that is asking me out for a date but I refused, and he told me that the relationship is over and that he is fed up with me and I begged him because I love him so much but he refused me I was so down cast and I felt the world has come to an end for me but my friend told me about a spell caster that helped her sister out in getting her relationship back, a good job and favor in any of her endeavor but at first I was scared but I have to give this man a trial because I love Ben very much and I am not willing to loose him to any woman, so I ordered returning my love spell from this great spell caster that made me a happy woman again to say it all my ex came back to me with much love and a caring heart...i am testifying to this great spell caster Dr Iyaryi spell caster. if you need his help you can contact him on driayaryi2012@hotmail.com

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  77. How to get your ex husband back
    My name is Jessica Ruiz from Florida I have to give this miraculous testimony, which is so unbelievable until now. I had a problem with my Ex husband 2years ago, which lead to our break up. when he broke up with me, I was not my self again, i felt so empty inside me, my love and financial situation became worst, until a close friend of mine Lucy told me about a spell caster who helped her in the same problem too his name is Dr Shiva at hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com . I email Dr Shiva the spell caster and i told him my problem and i did what he asked of me, to cut the long story short. Before i knew what was happening my husband gave me a call and told me that he was coming back to me in just 2days and was so happy to have him back to me. We have two kids together and we are happy with ourselves. Thanks to Dr Shiva hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com for saving my relationship and for also saving others own too. continue your good work, If you are interested to contact him and testify this blessings like me, the great spell caster email address is hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com you are the best among all the spell caster online I hope you see my testimonies and also pray for my family too
    Or Check Out His Web site at http://hinduspelltemple.wix.com/hinduspelltemple

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  78. I have been married for 14 years and i have known my wife for about 20 years now. I only discovered that my wife, the every woman i love with my life was cheating on me with her boss. This broke my heart in pieces. I knew form the very beginning that her boss was going to bring about the end of my happiness there was something about him that gives him an upper hand when i came to women. He always got what he wanted from any beauty that capture his eye. What wowed me was that my wife, fell for him and decided to put at stake everything we have fought and worked for all those 14 years. I trusted her though i can’t say that our sex life was epic but i can say we were doing alright. I discovered messages in her computer about 8 months ago. I was mad and at the same time sad but i was going to find out how true they where before i ask her or rather before i was going confront her about what i know about sexual relationship with her boss. Unfortunately i was so unlucky and could not dig up any dirt. The affair was perfectly carried out and by all means no trail was left to trace. I could not pay for a private investigator so i decided to confront her myself and ask her about the messages on her computer and like instantly she came out clean but i wished i never asked her because it was like she needed me to see those messages in the first place. My discovery about her affair was like her ticket or rather her way of telling me she no longer was in love with me after 14 years of marriage. She basically left me for her boss. I wished i knew where we went wrong and got bad. Am just gonna go straight to the point because i was not just going let her go like that. She was the first and only girl i had sex with i was not a popular guy in high school she was all i had and loved i was not even in my dreams, let her go without a fight in what ever form. I found a SPELL CASTER DR IHUNDE Online during a 4 months period she was living with her boss. He is a real and legit spell caster and all his spell actually works just the way they ought to work. If not for DR IHUNDE i would probably be a wasted human by now. He helped me cast a spell that was going to make the woman i promised my life time to on the day of our wedding come back to me. It might seem selfish of me to some of you but others who understand what i was in, can tell that just letting her do would be foolish because never again will i find someone like her. All DR IHUNDE asked from me was just materials and nothing else and it was for not reason compulsory for me to give him the money for the materials because, i had options he gave me to get the spell done. I could get the materials myself and mail it to him via ups or come down to his holy temple or send down the cost of the materials to him which is less expensive that all other options. And i did just that and it worked will for me. He helped me cast the spell and via ups he sent me a package containing harmless materials and instructions on how i was going make the spell active. I did all he asked me to do in the instructions and everything happened just how i wanted. I got my wife to love just the way i wanted and i loved her just how she wanted. I can literally say my life is perfect because all i need in my life was my family and i had it back with a stronger love bound. DR IHUNDE can be reached with his email address {ihundespelltemple@gmail.com} note: when contacting him use this email in its right format where all words and character are packed together.

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  79. Hello everyone i want to share a live testimony on how Dr. momodu was able to bring my husband back to me, myself and my husband were on a serious breakup, even before then we were always quarreling fighting and doing different ungodly act..
    My husband packed his things out of the house and we had to live in different area, despite all this i was looking for a way to re_unite with my husband, not until i met Dr. momodu the great spell caster who was able to bring my husband back home, Dr. momodu cast a love spell for me, and after some time i started seen results about the spell....
    Today my family is back again and we are happy living fine and healthy, with Dr. momodu all my dream came through in re_uniting my marriage, friends in case you need the help of Dr.momodu kindly mail him on( dr.momodulovespell@gmail.com ) Sir i will forever recommend you!!!

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  80. What else can i say rather than to thank Doctor Okpamen who God used to reunite my marriage. Each day of my life, i ask God to bless Dr. Okpamen for he has made my life complete by bringing back my husband to me and for this reason, i made a vow to my self that i will testify on the internet to let the world know that Dr. Okpamen is a God on Earth. My husband and i had a fight for three days which led to our divorce. On this faithful day, i came across a testimony of how Dr. Okpamen helped a lady in getting back her lover. So, i contacted him and explained to him and he told me that my days of sorrows are over that my husband will come back to me within 12 to 16 hours. Could you believe it, my husband came home begging that he needs me back. Do you need any kind of help? Contact him now via email: Doctorokpamenspelltemple@hotmail.com or Website: http://doctorokpamenpowerfulspelltemple.webs.com or you can call me for more info on +1 785-219-4717 Becky Nolan.

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  81. After being in relationship with morgan for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: drbhabumenrespellhome@gmail.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything .I CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL: drbhabumenrespellhome@gmail.com

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  82. I am Maria David from Spain When I eventually found testimonies about this spell caster DR OJEKERE how he helped many people to get their lovers and broken homes back,I read on how help some get pregnant, Lottery, even heal any type of disease i contacted him through his email address greatestlovespelltemple@gmail.com because my boyfriend whom i really love with all my heart and also love me too, but suddenly change and turned his back on me and hated me with passion I was absolutely desperate to get my boyfriend back. Life without my boyfriend was a real mess for me and my parent I wanted a dramatic change and I thought magic could be the solution. After discussing the resolution with DR OJEKERE, he gave me hope that he will restore my relationship back because he already engaged me. I felt confident that he will actually make my boyfriend to return home and he did! It’s fantastic what this great spell caster have done for me, his help is priceless! I don't know what I would have done without DR OJEKERE. OJEKERE did his job so well he is organized and highly functional, i believe he is the best spell caster i can count on when it comes to all kinds of spell, I was floored that his spells worked, if you need help, contact he via email:Again his email address is greatestlovespelltemple@gmail.com I assure you things will turn around for you

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  83. I am Maria David from Spain When I eventually found testimonies about this spell caster DR OJEKERE how he helped many people to get their lovers and broken homes back,I read on how help some get pregnant, Lottery, even heal any type of disease i contacted him through his email address greatestlovespelltemple@gmail.com because my boyfriend whom i really love with all my heart and also love me too, but suddenly change and turned his back on me and hated me with passion I was absolutely desperate to get my boyfriend back. Life without my boyfriend was a real mess for me and my parent I wanted a dramatic change and I thought magic could be the solution. After discussing the resolution with DR OJEKERE, he gave me hope that he will restore my relationship back because he already engaged me. I felt confident that he will actually make my boyfriend to return home and he did! It’s fantastic what this great spell caster have done for me, his help is priceless! I don't know what I would have done without DR OJEKERE. OJEKERE did his job so well he is organized and highly functional, i believe he is the best spell caster i can count on when it comes to all kinds of spell, I was floored that his spells worked, if you need help, contact he via email:Again his email address is greatestlovespelltemple@gmail.com I assure you things will turn around for you

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  84. Yes!! you cannot believe what this spell caster Dr atidi just did for me!!! Was this all a magic?? "This is totally a Christmas miracle for me lol" My mouth are short of words. “I got a divorce from my husband when I was six months pregnant with my second child. We had only been married for a short time and had another child who was 1 year old. We had been arguing and quarreling nonstop since the day our first child was conceived, no love nor trust from him anymore so he divorced. And all these whiles, I have been trying all different means to get him back, I also tried some different spell casters from other countries, but none of them could bring Richard back to me. It was only Lord atidi who guaranteed me an urgent 24 hours spell casting, and he assure me that my husband will be with me before this up coming Christmas . I am writing to offer my thanks and deep gratitude to you for keeping your promises, and for using your gifted and great powers to bring him back today .. I was thrilled to know that you are specialized in reuniting Lovers. I never thought, in my whole life, that I would be writing to thank someone for casting a love spell on my marriage, but that day has arrived! I have never been happier in my life, and I feel like all of my dreams has turned into reality now. Thank you, Dr atidi, for helping me through the worst times of my life, for being such a great spell caster, and for giving me a love spell that has brought me so much joy. If you doubt his ability, trust me. You should take a chance. It pays off in ways you could never even imagine, Contact him through his email adress: atidispelltemple@gmail.com
    (Mrs Maya from Australia).

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  85. Hello am Laura from the united state, i read some testimony about Dr okuku on how he has helped people in bringing back there ex within 48hours i was just thinking if that was real,And decided to call a lady who made a testimony and also dropped her number,So i called her and ask her about Dr okuku she said Dr okuku is a trustworthy man and he his ready to bring back my lover for me,i was just so happy and a little bit relief that my lover will be back to me soon,Then i decided in contacting Dr okuku which i did,And before i could share him my problem he has already told me what i came for,And he said everything will be okay within 48hours that my lover will be back to my arms,So he said he would be casting the spell and that within 48hours my lover would call me,So i hoped so truly before the 48hours i got a call from a man who has left me for the past 6years saying he is sorry and he wants me back,i was happy and i said i also want him back,Then i travelled to Canada to meet him up,And he apologized for what he has done to me now he proposed to marry me and we are both preparing for our wedding soon,All thanks to the great and World best spell caster, Dr okuku His private mail (okukulovespell@gmail.com)
    he is helping to fixed problems on:
    1 low sperm spell
    2(HIV/aids spell)
    3.Gettings your lover or husband back
    4. Money spell
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    11. Getting your scam money back
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    Contact hem of any of these today at:
    (okukulovespell@gmail.com) His await your urgent response
    Or call hem on (+2347063836098) or add hem on whatsapp or in viber!

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  86. My name is Bobby. Years ago i broke up with my wife and we both went separate ways without hearing from each other, I love my wife so much that i couldn't stay a day without her by my side so i had to searching for help on the internet on how to get her back when my friend told me about Doctor Ororo so i contacted him for help and he assured me that my wife will come back to me 12 to 16 hours after he has finish the preparing the spell. I'm so filled with joy because my wife came back to me 12 hours after doctor Ororo finished preparing the spell. I am totally convinced that Doctor Azua is actually a God on earth. Here is my phone number +16075332387 call me for any information. Do you need help then contact Doctor Ororo today via email: doctorororospelltemple@outlook.com or via website: http://doctorazuaworldofpowerfulspell.webs.com or via Whats App or call: +2348068784784

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  87. Hello to all my viewers am Richard from USA I want to use this opportunity to thank Dr BLESSING who help me to won sum of $66 million dollars. thanks Dr BLESSING for helping me to win the lottery.I have been playing the lottery for the past 5 years now and i have never won. Ever since then i have not been able to win and i was so upset and i need help to win the lottery. so i decided to go online and search for help,there i saw so many good testimony about this WOMAN called Great Dr BLESSING of how he have cast lucky spell lotto for people to win the lottery.I contact him also and tell him i want to win a lottery, he cast a spell for me which i use and i play and won $66 million dollars. I am so grateful to this WOMAN ,just in-case you also need him to help you win,you can contact him through his email: drblessingherbalhealinghome@gmail.com or drblessingherbalhealinghome@gmail.com and he will surely help you Thanks .


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  88. It is Dr.EBHOSE you can email him if you need assistance in your relationship ebhodaghespell@gmail.com
    I promise you your problems are solved immediately. After being in
    relationship with him for seven years, he left me, I did everything
    can I bring him back behind, but all in vain. He wanted to
    for the love I feel for him, begged, but he refused until
    explained my problem to someone online and she suggested I should
    rather mail a spellcaster that could help me a spell to bring him
    back, but I'm the guy who never believed in spells, I had no choice but to
    Try it, sent the caster, I said no problem
    everything will be fine within three days, my ex come back to me
    within three days, the spell was cast and, surprisingly, on the second day,
    it was around 4:00 pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, he answered the
    call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened,
    he wanted to get back to me, which I love so much. I was so happy and
    surprised. Since then, I have made a promise that everyone I know will
    never have a relationship problem, which I will refer to the spell
    launcher to help. Anyone may need the help of the caster, his
    email ebhodaghespell@gmail.com
    He also made many spell-like,

    (1) want your ex back.
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    (3) To be promoted in his office
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    (7) the need for financial assistance.
    8) Do you want to be in control of that marriage
    9) Do you want to be attracted to people
    10) Childlessness
    11) DO YOU NEED A HUSBAND / WIFE
    13) How To Win Your LOTTERY
    14) SPELL OF PROMOTION
    15) PROTECTION SPELL
    16) SPELL OF BUSINESS
    17) SPELL WORK WELL
    18) cure for any disease / H.I.V.
    Contact him today at: ebhodaghespell@gmail.com or contact him on +2348032230074

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    1. My name is Rusty Kate, from UK I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once. when i went to Africa in July this year on a business summit. i meet a man called Dr. Erigo.He is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love?s gone,misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you, bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job.i?m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 2 years? i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job. so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him..at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. and in 6 days when i returned to New York, my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married..i didn?t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do? well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid,and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better. in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help, email;Erigospellcaster@gmail.com you can see what he can do and i believe that he can help you,
      OR you can get more information from me on my Email: blissmichellelorraine@hotmail.com

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    2. My name is Rusty Kate, from UK I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once. when i went to Africa in July this year on a business summit. i meet a man called Dr. Erigo.He is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love?s gone,misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you, bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job.i?m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 2 years? i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job. so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him..at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. and in 6 days when i returned to New York, my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married..i didn?t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do? well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid,and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better. in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help, email;Erigospellcaster@gmail.com you can see what he can do and i believe that he can help you,
      OR you can get more information from me on my Email: blissmichellelorraine@hotmail.com

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  89. My name is Rusty Kate, from UK I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once. when i went to Africa in July this year on a business summit. i meet a man called Dr. Erigo.He is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love?s gone,misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you, bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job.i?m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 2 years? i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job. so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him..at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. and in 6 days when i returned to New York, my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married..i didn?t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do? well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid,and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better. in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help, email;Erigospellcaster@gmail.com you can see what he can do and i believe that he can help you,
    OR you can get more information from me on my Email: blissmichellelorraine@hotmail.com

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  90. if you need a loan or financial assistance of any kind, contact me now with my email address :luckycreditfinance@gmail.com
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    1. DO YOU HAVE RELATIONSHIP OR MARRIED PROBLEM? 100% GUARANTEE SOLUTION

      My husband cheated on me!..i recently found out that my husband, while on a business trip, had somewhat of an affair with a business associate. He claims he did not have intercourse with this person, but they did talk a lot and kiss. i really don't know wether to believe that or not. in my heart and mind, he did have intercourse. he says the reason was i wasn't giving him any attention, i was being distant and pushing him away. i agree with this statement. he said this person gave him the attention he has been wanting for some time now and he made the bad decision to take it further. they saw each other two times, both in his hotel room, and he says it was nice to have someone have an interest in him and think that he was 'cool', all the stages of feelings, denial, anger, sadness, i'm feeling all of these all at once. i wondered what do i do now? we want to work things out, but he's being a little impatient with my 'healing process'. i told him i wouldn't be able to get over this in one day, that it would take time. i'm so mentally exhausted, i don't know what to do or think right now. I was wondering through the internet when i found help well, I want to thank Dr Frank Ojo for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I lost my husband and i required help until i found Dr Frank Ojo a genuine spell caster, And he assured me that I will get my husband back in two days after the spell has been cast. two days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my husband who has not called me for long, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to devote the rest of his life with me. Dr Frank Ojo released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him.. right now me and my husband are living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up..All thanks goes to Dr Frank Ojo for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is his email address in situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. Email: { Templeofloveandprosperity@gmail.com }, Dr Frank is Powerful Spell Casting and he have 26 Years Experience?, you can visit his website: http://lovespell2.yolasite.com. IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM CONTACT HIM I GIVE YOU 100% GUARANTEE THAT HE WILL HELP YOU.

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  91. I don't know,i just got into this and I think that the main reason im feeling depressed now on my birthday which is today is that I am expecting my girlfriend (ldr,5 years and counting) to greet me first..also social media plays a big role in this birthday depression thing,not having a friend to greet me sucks bigtime,things not going great so far..also me not having enough sleep (still got 3 hours to sleep before going to work) is really adding up on this sh*t..ughhh..so fcked up..

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  92. Hello everyone merry Xmas and a happy new year in advance
    My name is Koyna Georgieva From England . if I refuse to share this testimony it means I am selfish to my self and to people I love so much whom might have similar problems, my husband left home after a little misunderstanding and never came back home at first I thought it was a joke he left me for his mistress outside, all dis happened September I am sharing this testimony because Christmas is around the corner and will be a very bad celebration if you don't spend it with your loved one's,so many men will live their wife and celebrate Christmas with there girl friend, I complained to my very good friend she told me she was having such problems in her marriage until she was introduce to Dr erigo a specialist doctor who specializes in bringing back broken homes and broken marriages Dr erigo cast a spell for me in October10th surprisingly my husband came home October 15th apologizing that I should forgive him that this will never happen again. with this I will never forget Dr erigo saved my marriage his contact address is erigospellcaster@gmail.com or +233554735123,you can still save your marriage if you really love your husband

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  93. Great Things has happened again, it was a great surprise to see the woman I love around me again and it has been three months now we are
    still together, all thanks goes to the world best female spell caster called Dr. Sandra, if not for her, what else can I do? I tried all I can in the past to get her back nothing seriously happened, I was wondering we were not met to be together despite we are both married with kids, nothing seriously really happened that makes her left me alone, I prayed to God all through to bring the best for me who can I helped me out seriously to have her back because I love her so much and my love for her has not been given to any other woman, I am so happy for what Dr. Sandra has done for me and I promise her work shall never be in vain, I don't have anything to regards her gods than to pay her back by sharing this testimony of mine to let the world know about her too. Dr. Sandra may God bless you abundantly and gives you more wisdom in your work, if you need help in any type of spell casting today, tomorrow and forever run to Dr. Sandra and I promise you she is willing and ready to help if only you can do what she ask you to do, Contact her today here by her email address SANDRASOLUTIONHOME@OUTLOOK.COM and visit her website by this link http://sandrasolutionhome.webs.com

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  94. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the other ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, lotto, his email is DRAISEDIONSPELLCASTER@OUTLOOK.COM you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem like wining lottery.

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  95. For months now, I have been battling with Herpes infection, but now with my contact with Dr. Ekuma, I have been cured of Herpes using Dr. Ekuma's Herbal medicine he calls Action Cleanser which flushed away
    the virus and every other disease from my body. This is not a
    story but a real life testimony. I was introduced by my a friend who
    leaves in Nearby and was also cured from Breast Cancer by Dr
    Ekuma. The significant aspect of this Action Cleanser medicine is that
    it flush the blood and body system from any kind of virus/
    disease in less than a month... I advice each one
    suffering from HIV/AIDS, HEPATITIS B, CANCER, HERPES
    SIMPLEX etc to contact this man and get to be free again.
    Dr. Ekuma's contact: dr.ekumaspecialisthome@gmail.com

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  96. Today is my birthday and i was just crying a moment ago. I am sad because I forgot my birthday. No I don't have memory loss but today was just not a very good day. No one made me fell special or needed. It felt like another day. This broke me down to tears. And when I talked to a close family member they turned it on me and made me fell like I was selfish and made everyone feel like they were not good enough. Maybe I had high expectations for my birthday. and like it said I had "disiare that didn't come true". i just wish today could have been better. And knowing that I forgot my own birthday because I didn't fell special is heart breaking. And I fell this way at a very young age too. We only get one a year and mine was crapy. Just glad i'm not the only one who fells this way.

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  97. COMPLIMENT OF THE SEASON TO ALL AND MAY THIS SEASON BRING JOY AND HAPPINESS UPON YOUR FAMILY AND ALSO BRINGS ABOUT FAMILY REUNION AND RESTORATION IN THIS NEW YEAR 2016......

    My Name is Alan Pratte, From USA. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called Dr OTIS DARKO has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called Sharon we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant for me and also give her al she needs she left me and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave his contact email: otisdarko60@yahoo.com then you won't believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost WIFE back, and after a month she became pregnant for me because he gave me some herbs to take also and when she went for a test and the result stated that she was pregnant am happy today am a FATHER of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR OTIS DARKO for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below:

    (1) If you want your ex back.
    (2) if you always have bad dreams.
    (3) You want to be promoted in your office.
    (4) You want women/men to run after you.
    (5) If you want a child/PREGNANCY SPELL.
    (6) You want to be rich.
    (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be
    yours forever.
    (8) If you need financial assistance.
    (9) How you been scammed and you want to recover you lost money.
    (10)Stop Divorce
    (11) CURE TO ALL KIND OF SICKNESS/DISEASES HERE
    (12) Winning of lottery
    (13) Cure To Hiv/Aids
    (14) LOTTERY/LOTTO SPELL WINNING
    (15) CURE TO HERPES AND ANY OTHER SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES AT ALL...
    (16) HAVE YOU BEEN SCAMMED BEFORE AND NEEDS TO RECOVER ALL THE DOLLARS/MONEY YOU LOST TO THESE FRAUDSTER ???.. CONTACT OTIS DARKO AS HE HELPED MY FRIEND CALLED WILLIANSM FROM USA TO RECOVER BACK THE SUM OF $300,000.00 DOLLARS HE LOST TO SCAMMERS ONLINE

    Email... otisdarko60@yahoo.com...... YOU CAN ALSO ADD HIM UP ON WHATSAPP USING THIS MOBILE NUMBER:+2348077526136

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  98. Every year when my birthday rolls around I always have high hopes that this will be the year everyone cares and wants to see me smile. But every year it's a heartbreaking let down. Something or someone always hurts me. It's kind of the same expectations I have with my mom, high hopes that one day she will love me and look at me as if I were special to her. But instead she always comes back from a meth or drinking binge making it clear I'm her mistake not her heart and soul.
    Even as a kid, I would try to have birthday parties. I'd go through the planning, invites, things we can do. Instead, I was found sitting alone looking at a big gym with balloons, cake and snacks/drinks with no one to share it with. I never understood because I wasn't unpopular growing up in school.
    Teenage years, I'd always dream that someone would throw me a surprise birthday at a big house party with alcohol, music and all of our friends. I knew the odds of that were slim but I was still hopeful.
    As I got older, it became somewhat of a depressing ritual for something to go wrong around my birthday; being cheated on, people forgetting, drug addict birth giver, boyfriend staying out all night, etc.
    In the end, it is always the same result. Sitting on the couch alone starring out the window wishing someone would come make my day special.
    Dear God,
    Please don't letting my wedding day turn out like my birthdays. I just want to be surrounded by love. I'll stay hopeful as long as I can but the hope is dwindling down to a spec.
    Amen

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  99. Today is my birthday hence the reason Google led me here. I want it to be my last birthday.

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  100. Hello everyone, i am here to share my testimony on how i conceived my baby. i have been married to my husband for 12years without no issue.i had problems with my in-laws even my husband started to have new affairs aside our marriage. it was a very terrible thing to bear. i became a laughing stock among my pear, i prayed and fasted and nothing happened. i was now seen as always unhappy.i was even ready to pack out of my marital home and stay on my own because my husband was not given me any attention that i needed from him. i decided to focus on my job and try to live happy on my own. on this faithful day, i decided to check the internet for updates on healthy living and i came across a story of a woman called mercy, saying that Dr aza helped her to conceive a baby. i decided to give him a try because this has been my greatest problem in life. today i am a proud mother with a son. words will not be enough to explained what this man did for me.i am a happy mother,i know there is someone in same condition and you feel there is no way. i urge you to contact him. This is the solution to every single mother around the globe. distance is not a barrier, he will surely make your dreams come trough. contact him today via email: (azaspellcaster@gmail.com) you contacts him with his via number +2348107155060

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  101. Hello everyone, i am here to share my testimony on how i conceived my baby. i have been married to my husband for 12years without no issue.i had problems with my in-laws even my husband started to have new affairs aside our marriage. it was a very terrible thing to bear. i became a laughing stock among my pear, i prayed and fasted and nothing happened. i was now seen as always unhappy.i was even ready to pack out of my marital home and stay on my own because my husband was not given me any attention that i needed from him. i decided to focus on my job and try to live happy on my own. on this faithful day, i decided to check the internet for updates on healthy living and i came across a story of a woman called mercy, saying that Dr aza helped her to conceive a baby. i decided to give him a try because this has been my greatest problem in life. today i am a proud mother with a son. words will not be enough to explained what this man did for me.i am a happy mother,i know there is someone in same condition and you feel there is no way. i urge you to contact him. This is the solution to every single mother around the globe. distance is not a barrier, he will surely make your dreams come trough. contact him today via email: azaspellcaster@gmail.com you contacts him with his via number +2348107155060

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  102. Hello viewer's , i want to share with you of a great spell caster who help me cast a spell on my ex boy friend who used me and dumped me for my girl friend, so when i met this great spell caster called Dr Aza, i explain what i was passing through. So he gave me instruction to follow, which i did, after three day's when the spell was cast, my ex boy friend called and started apologizing to me and said he want me back.You can also contact him if you have any problem via email azaspellcaster@gmail.com or call his via cell phone number:+2348107155060, to help you with your problems.

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  103. Hi.i,m Mary Kathy . It was hard for me to believe when i saw a comment on the internet regarding how DR Ogumen. help people winning lottery by sending them the winning numbers. This winning numbers are 100% guarantee that you must win the lottery. I give it a try and i won $600,000,00. My comment looks funny but it the truth, and i promise you that it will not be funny when you win and share a testimony with others. This is a secret to win lottery so i advice you do that same. i have never believed in magical powers until i come across him, it will be of great sin if i should go out from here without dropping the contact of this great spell caster,in case you need the help of this great spell caster in winning lottery you can contact him through his email: {ogumensolutioncenter@yahoo.com} once you contact him all your problems regarding luck to win a lottery will be over,once again i say very big thanks to you sir for helping me to win the lottery, and please sir keep your good work because people need your help in their lives.again his email;{ ogumensolutioncenter@yahoo.com} or email him with this too {ogumensolutioncenter@gmail.com}

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  104. thanks for this, it means a lot that other people go through these things, too. i think i'm going to get through this. i've lasted a lot longer than i thought i could, already !!!!

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  105. Hello friends..i never believe and tough that me and my ex husband could ever come back and live life happily again after been divorce for years..I never believed in Love Spells or Magics until I met this special spell caster when, i contacted this man called .Dr Okeyto. me and my husband was going on a divorce..i thought it was a joke and when my husband came back from work he tender to me a divorce letter and he packed all my properties away from is house..i ran mad and i tried all i could to have him back because i love him and i really want him back but all did not work out..i was lonely for almost 5years.So when i told the spell caster what happened he said he will help me and he asked for his full name and his picture..i gave him that..At first i was skeptical but i have to gave him a try cos i have tried so many spell casters and there was no solution.so when he finished with the readings,he got back to me that him is with a woman and that woman is the reason why he left me.The spell caster said he will help me with a power spell that will surely bring him back.but i never believe all this.he told me i will see a positive result within 24 hour..24 hour later after the spell
    has been cast,him called me himself and came to me apologizing and him told
    me he will come back to me..I cant believe this,it was like a dream cos i
    never believe this will work out after trying so many spell casters and there
    was no solution..The spell caster is so powerful and after that he helped me
    with a pregnancy spell and i got pregnant again ..we are now happy been
    together again and with lovely kids..This spell caster has really changed
    my life and i will forever be thankful to him..he has helped many friends
    too with similar problem and they are happy and thankful to him..This Dr
    Okeyto is indeed the most powerful spell caster that i have ever experienced in
    life..Am Posting this to the Forum in case there is anyone who has similar
    problem and still looking for a way out.
    1. Get your scam money back
    2. Bring back lost lover, even if lost for a long time
    3. Remove bad spells from homes, business & customer attraction etc.
    4. Get promotion you have desired for a long time at work or in your career.
    5. Read all your problems before you even mention them to him
    6. Remove the black spot that keeps on taking your money away
    7. Find out why you are not progressing in life and the solution
    8. Eliminate in family fights
    9. Ensure excellent school grades even for children with mental disabilities
    10.Stop your marriage or relationship from breaking apart
    11. heal barrenness in women and disturbing menstruation
    12. Get you marriage to the lover of your choice
    13. Guarantee you win the troubling court cases & divorce no matter how what stage
    14. Ensure success in work and business
    15. Mental illness & bewitched
    16. Can?t sleep at night or walking at night
    17. Recover stolen property and whereabouts of people that hurt you.
    18. Bring supernatural luck into your life
    19. Do you need help to win a lottery
    20. Pregnancy spell to conceive baby
    21.You want women/men to run after you
    22.You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever
    23. If you can't be able to satisfy your wife sex desire due or low err action.
    24.Let people obey my words and do my wish
    25.if you HAVE HIV AIDS, /CANCER CORONARY ARTERY HERPES RARE DISEASE DIABETES MIGRAINES or any kind of disease Dr.Okeyto CAN HELP YOU CURE IT OKAY.
    you can reach him here.dr.okeytospelltemple@gmail.com or contact him on his number +2349050141440/whats-app..he is willing n ever ready to help.okay. This is what i want to tell you all out there,That is thinking that all hope is lost
    ..Thanks to you all

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